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posted : Thursday, November 10, 2011
title : life.
life wasnt easy as A,B,C..
it takes one to do de action of completing a task or something.
and life wasnt easy fer me to stand on my own after de hardships and all.
but its all mind over matter,as no other things matter much to me except myself.

hearing you and wanting to be by you was what i wished fer.
but nothing is possible.
you have ur responsibilities as a son and as an de eldest brother.
you have a home in de other side,while im here with easy accessibility.
having a long distance relationship is what i never ever imagine before..
de hardships,de commitments,de trust..
and dat is what ive been looking and wanting fer.

knowing you,not knowing u encounter all dese,effects and made me realise something.
appreciate what i have.

you were once a friend to me..
den it was complicated..
it moves on to relationship i suppose.
you have been de strong person ive known.
going thru all obstacles and own commitment to ur family..

at times,i have to act dat nothing happen..
and everything happens fer a reason and waiting fer de final outcome.
all i have to do is to pretend.
yes,i am de pretender at times,
but den i have to realise and understand everything.
with you not spending time fer me as a girlfriend,
but meeting up with ur friends,and going out fer drinks and all,
it hurts.
and yes,i have to say it out again dat im a pretender at times.
cz all i need is to understand me too..

signout.

posted :
title : im back again.
im back..
like after long time been missing in action,and not updating blogs fer months..
here i am again..
typing my blog instead of my RJ as i noe nuts about de topic given.
so yaa..
been busy with life, school, werk and everything..
oh.
did i tell you how much i miss my school friends,like suddenly?
studies been having de ups and downs..
problems have not been succeed in achieving in good help.
but here i am still surviving,alhamdullilah.
=)

posted : Friday, March 11, 2011
title : outing with little miss sunshine. =)


tell me one thing.
how can i not love her too?
de pampered lil'cuzzie.

she came by to my place after when her tuition got cancelled which she being de own tutor not knowing anything. and when i was kind of cleaning up de house before im wanting to go out,like seriously. if not,de owner of de house will be nagging non-stop and blaming me fer everything. datz what ageing people always does right? heeh!

so we chatted and asking on all ongoings and happening happening things around us. happening giler rabak! i shall not say more. o______0

so,waited fer mama to buy fer me late brunch before i can go out. if not,my migraine starts at anytime. and sorry fer ds lady,to wait fer such a long time,but i knew you had de happy long waiting hours kan camwhoring? chet! haha.

and so after dat,it was just before maghrib,we went out to SUNTEC to get Auntie Anne's pretzels. ohhhhh~laaaaa~laaaaa...... and off we went esplanade fer slacking and picture taking sessions! which i think not much pictures were taken right? more ehk next outing!!

then after dat,home sweeet home,where i saw cuzzie Faris whu just got back from home,and Hamdy whu jz end his takraw. and dat was when it started to pour inside me deeply which actually i never get to sleep de whole day. yes! it was a jackpot which i never sleep de whole day thinking of everything.

sorry azizi fer not answering ur call and nanie fer posting and texting you in de morning and irah fer tweeting you about it. im trying to be positive and not thinking much. cz it really eats me up everything inside me. and im tired. i tried my best in becoming de better ghurlfriend and trying to ferget everything paranoid thingy from all my previous relationships.

and to boyfriend. bob farhan.
im sorry fer being such a nuisance in keeping on texting and calling you. but fer now,its up to you to decide whether im actually de one fer you. ive been patience and understands all. but,fer now,i'll just shut myself as you were de one whu texted me dat u'll be talking to me soon. lets just see how soooon and how its going to be. cz im tired too of being understand and patience to everybody but in de end,i was de one whu gots it all. but whatever it is,i think i fell fer you each and everyday.

posted : Thursday, March 10, 2011
title : im back.
hey2.
yes2. i know. its been loooong and ages since i updated my blog. dusty2 it was. time checked at 3.30am. i know its damn late fer me to have my beauty sleep but whu cares,holidays are such a disaster when deres no job currently now. but whatever it is,welcome back to me and hello readers.

life have been drastic change fer me since de breakup. things went wild and nothing ever changed with deir attitude. as fer me,taking things slooooowly at a time was preeety much difficult if i were to go thru alone. but with de support of my family,relatives,cuzins,friends and my new love,i guess it was preety much helpful. thanks bunch alot.

with 2011 new year,i start my new beginning with much love. being around with my people and being much happier and fresh,i guess? done with my year 1 in republic poly,which made me relief of all tests and sufferings,bt awaiting fer results which actually makes me lost much of looking ferwerd with much interest. grades have been pulled down. disappointed much. but i did tried my best in everything. cross fingers when results are out.

den i met mister nice guy whum have been dere fer me ever since i was with my current ex-boyfriend. hes been dere,been a listening ear much to my troubles and all. and currently,we're together when de year new 2011 actually arrived. we went slow but den days after days,months after months,my feelings towerds him was deep deep much in love,and i felt like i was riding in a roller coaster with lots of love and being de happy kid to have him.

i noe its been few months after de breakup to have someone new. im nt being desperate of having one. but eversince i was with my ex,i was thinking of having whum i will fell in love deeply more.

and yes. i miss you everyday,every seconds and minutes. i love you much.

posted : Friday, October 1, 2010
title : .13th day of syawal 2010.

okay. dat was de last fer my raya. seriously. cz after dat day,i never go out fer raya nimore. raya ds year wasnt like my previous years. i missed my previous raya and people much. and yes! i never did spend my raya much wif boyfriend this year. i miss you like freaking alot!!


raya at kak zizah's place. congrats to her fer passing her car!! wooots! now my 5kakaks can drive car!! waiting fer me,so it'll be easy next year fer raya!! how i wished..


i miss all de funs and laughters! loves!


with hugs and kisses,


wanie <3


posted : Thursday, September 30, 2010
title : .late lunch date with bff nanie and noreen.




a late lunch date with Bff nanie and noreen. no worries people. its Halal sushi in Sembawang Shopping Centre. Okay,my first time. Hot and spicy and i want it again! hahah.


posted : Tuesday, September 21, 2010
title : .7th day of syawal 2010.

haha! i think im getting lazy to update my blog. but trying hard fer self to keep on de updates.


okay. pictures were from de raya outing with my ex-working colleagues. i miss dem like freaking much! thanks fer invitation and i miss you all! and soooooon im gonna meet you ds coming wednesday!! cant wait! cant wait! and i missed working and meeting and seeing all my patients! and not fergetting my hot stuffs doctors..!


with hugs and kisses,


wanie <3